In between my busy days...

Its 3 am and I have my tort presentation in another 6 hours, an assignment to submit before 4 pm, a presentation to prepare for next Tuesday, 30 pages of FYP Documentation to be done before Thursday, and 2 assignment question to be emailed on 30th morning to a off campus student...to those who don't understand what I'm talking about, here is the clarification...I do assignments for people who are studying off campus and charge them accordingly..hehe.. my part time thingy..don't tell anyone..



Well...all that has been stated above is the part and partial of life...I am not complaining because life has thought me to learn things the hard way and I am not going to sit n worry about it...



Finals is in 3 weeks time and I have 6 subjects to revise...



Hmmm...



Its ok...






-RaThEkRiShNa-

2 MORE DAYS...

This Sunday...is the day of release...

2 more days to go and I will be free from all the pressure that I am facing as the props leader of theater class..

Seriously...i have even planned what to do after the Dramatari...

Sincerely...I don't feel happy working in the drama crew...and I am just doing this for the sake of marks...there is no peace...joy or anything even close to it...

But one good thing out of all this shit is that I actually had a good time chatting with my props team..I made some good friendship by the way...many of my classmates whom I have not even spoken before have become close to me...and also some friends from other course..I really feel comfortable working with them because they appreciate whatever I do...

hmm...however...i still feel happy like all others that its going to end soon..

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Its a Good Day...

I am recovering from yesterday's pressure and anger...as I am clearing the workload one by one...it feels good...

I am not thinking about the past d..trying to focus on the future and stuffs to settle...i guess the clouds are clearing now...and finally realised that the sick person who bothered me is just a passing cloud..

I spent the whole day typing out stuff for my presentations next week and finally finished them.. now I only have to study tort and settle the props by monday...wow..im starting to feel better...hopefully nobody comes in between and bother me again...

Tomorrow is dad's birthday...I'm going back to Klang and will back on Sunday to settle the props..I miss home allot these past few days..Glad that I can see my parents...

-RaThEkRiShNa-

I am not a happy person..

My assignment which was screwed by my group mate who didn't pass up on time caused all of us to loose marks. We don't know how much....great!! I am very very happy[antonym]...

Then during the photo session time...someone just pissed me off..

I am working my ass off preparing the props at home...calling my assistants to bring things and getting things done as soon as i can...but this single bitch can simply talk as though i don't do anything...that's not how you speak with me slut...if u think you are perfect...and trying to be the so called leader although you just volunteered to that position because nobody else wants it...

THATS NOT GOING TO WORK WITH ME...

I can be really good and nice if you behave the way normal humans behave...but if you go off the limit by ordering like you are the director...then you should by now know what is the outcome.. you have no bloody discretion over me and that's final...

I am doing a fair job on my part...I know...some good people in the team knows..and God knows...

So i don't need to prove that i am working to any other third grated bitch who is very famous for only bad mouthing about people but don't realise the shit behind her own back...

FUCK OFF...

I have never been so angry on anyone so far in MMU...and i apologise to those who are reading this post for my bad words...but you see...some things need to be said in the way it should be..

Anyway...besides the head ache and all...i still feel happy because I have a shoulder to lean on whenever I am sad, tired or frustrated...and my dad whom I always share my problems with..
I am really thankful to God for giving me viky to lean on and my dad to share my problems with..2 most important people in my life..love them allot...:)

-RaThEkRiShNa-

BAD DAY...

Nothing can be worse than submitting contract assignment late...well shit happens...and it has happened today....my group mate for the assignment who was suppose to compile and pass up the assignment was missing in action the whole day...I finished my credit calling him but he didn't pick up the call until now..The submission is today before 12pm...and he went missing the whole day...not picking up my calls or replying my messages...he didn't even answer the other's calls and sms...

I am dead...my marks cannot be deducted because of this...OMG...i have never betrayed anyone in education matters like this....why me??

2moro is public holidays...which means we will be 2 days late from the submission date....

Its definitely a BAD DAY!!

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Whateva...

I have an exam in another 15 hours...6 chapters to cover...5 more to go...and I'm still dreaming....

I feel very awkward because i have been studying quite early for the past midterms this semester but I don't think I'm following it for this exam...

Things are just tak betul the whole day as i made allot of silly mistakes...carelessness..and also didn't follow my daily routine as usual....I cooked but didn't clean...I made coffee but didn't put sugar.. I'm writing notes but not concentrating...damn its just tak betul...

I think my mind is not in the right place right now...so i ended up listening to my all time favourite Santana's music...I just love cry baby cry by Sean Paul & Santana...it makes me feel good whenever I hear the song...

Anyway...i guess i have to get back to my notes now...hmm..

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Heartless people...

I don't know how people have the heart to poison dogs or any other animal for that matter... I have never seen such cruel people in my life who are willing to take away the life of animals that do not harm anyone and are very loyal..

Anyway...i believe in karma...so lets just see how it works on those who does this kind of thing...

That's all for now..i got to go make blood for the play...hahaha..sounds funny....I'm terrified with the load of work I'm given for being the head of props...its making me feel miserable.. :(

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Mere Maula karam ho karam...

Being a girl from the Hindu religion...I always had a soft corner for Hindustani Muslim songs sung for Allah (maula). It really makes you feel the existence of God in the vibration of the song.. It even makes me cry at times...the latest discovery of a hindustani Muslim song is from the hindi movie khakee..the song title is mere maula...if you can understand hindi...i bet you will cry...

My second most favourite song is from Khailash Kher's album, Tu meri jaan hai...the greatest love song ever i would say...it also has the elements of Islamic religion...

I guess even my close friends, even viky doesn't know that I have such interest...well... I don't blame anyone..as we all have our own taste...

-RaThEkRiShNa-