Im back!!

Wow it has been ages since I posted something here.... well Im back I guess :P Feeling excited about blogging again!! Since I have too much of free time now.... hehe... that's because studies has come to an end... and I am still taking my own sweet time to apply for a part time job meanwhile the CLP thingy is confirmed... Guess the reason why Im blogging again is because Im damn bored... :) Anyway, hope I have lots of interesting thing to post here everyday !!!!


-RaThEkRIsHnA-

Changes :)

There are so many changes in my lifestyle lately...to be exact this past two weeks.... I am eating things which I don't use to like last time....I am doing things which I have never done before in my life....and my perspective on certain happenings around me has changed....

ITS FOR GOOD :)

Anyway, I just don't care about certain people already... I use to take things seriously because some people act so immature and don't have responsibility towards certain things...but now I don't even bother about it...

It doesnt mean what they are doing is right...because no matter what....you continue your attitude like this, one day you are going to suffer and not me...:) hehe...baru padan muka...

SO IM NOT BOTHERED...

Its now clear and simple..

To take things easily in life and have fun:)

-RaTheKrIsHnA-

Loneliness...

Love is a funny thing...relationships teaches us a lot of things which we don't get to learn in school or anywhere else... This is my own experience in my own words... Its been a crazy semester with back to back papers and assignments... anyhow.... i realize that i am seeking the company of my blog only when I am really lonely. Like now...

Reason: My boyfie is on the way to his hometown and I am all alone here...I don't know why I'm feeling damn lonely today....

What surprises me is that whenever he is with me...we tend to have allot of arguments and fights.. but when he is not around....the emptiness is indescribable.. I dont know why I am feeling this things poking my chess every single second which reminds me of him.....

Well, coming back to the highlights of this sem... I would say there are many bad/ unpleasant things to say than good things... namely some drama going on in fb and all over the place... "couldnt give a damn about it!!"

Besides that I realized that there are a bunch of Hippocrates around me..."dont wish to tell their names"

and finally "Penang".... my hometown which I cant visit all the time due to the distance... but it kills me for not being able to go back every week and that's because my mom is not feeling well...:(( she is having insomnia since the past 3 years and its still bugging her... the effort me and my dad put to cure her problem is becoming worthless... I just hope and pray she will be fine:(

That is for now I guess... :))

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Back after a long long break..

Its been ages since I wrote something on my blog....

I feel very bad.... Anyhow..its back in action babeh...

What makes me come back??? Its Valentines Day and I have something to really tell the world...

Today I feel special..My boyfie bought me a beautiful Pink Saree...which i dont have right now to even snap a pic because its with the tailor... sarees need to be sent to the tailor for side sowing before you can tie it on yourself...:(

I bought him a white t-shirt :)) Just like what he wanted..maklumla... he is the formal type...

ok....now I have to go get ready for dinner.... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES DAY GUYS!! tata

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Babies....:)

We are very happy with the presence of 2 cute baby rabbits in our home now...yes...Chinu gave birth to 5 babies but 3 died due to some problem and left with 2 cuties now....

Thank God they are healthy (touch wood) and super cute....looking after them every day when I'm back from work and when I'm at work....i am thinking of them...hehe...crazy me... well, sad thing is we are not gonna keep them coz as we agreed...chinu and chini will always be with us...so the babies have to be given to a better home and people who can show them real love and not just keep pets to show off to others but don't take care of them properly....

Anyway...both of us have ample time to spend with them because they should be breast fed at least for 1 month...

The above picture is a snap of the babies...

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Love...

I have never fell in love with anyone before this but now I do...

Life has never been so colourful and bright but now it is...

I have never felt shy but now I blush...

This is what I felt two years ago and I still feel the same way today....

There are always ups and downs in life and especially in relationships...whenever its up...we enjoy together and whenever its down...we overcome it together...

I know its a bit too berbunga-bunga today...it just came with the flow...must be one of the cause of cough mixture.

I got to sleep early tonite because I have to be in court sharp 8.30 tomorrow and by self transportation because my beloved boyfie has class at 8 tomorrow.

Nitezzzzzzzzzzz

Work

I miss my family alot....went back for deeps and came back the next day....NO FUN....

but I like my job.....its very flexible.....My boss is somebody who inspires me to work more efficiently.....I am not scared of her anymore....and we shares our thoughts openly nowadays..

Working routine has not only affected me but also my boyfie because he has to wake up early with me and send me to work.... I pity him for that but he is happy to wake up early actually..hehe:)

Things are going on fine and everything is under control.....the neighbours are not keeping their mouth shut on issues which are not related to us directly but who cares about them. KPCs have too much of free time i guess.....:P

There are so many things to share with my friends related to my work....but I guess I will do that in person when I meet them soon...

Well classes are starting and I'm sure that the campus will be lively from tomorrow onwards...

All the best for those going to classes and best of luck to all of us who will be getting the results on Thursday!!

oh ya...forgot about you. ya you. all that you can do is take off my name from your list...hahahaha...malu ke?? anyhow....U R NOT IN MY MEMORY ANYMORE...and I dont have the time to think about you and your attitude d...so GOOD BYE ONCE N FOR ALL...

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Happiness..

Exams are over, and as usual we have done whatever we usual do after exams...and this time I really enjoyed Gunung Ledang with my friends and boyfie...although my body aches like hell now... the fun we had was massive and I still can feel the fresh water hitting on my back.. damn it has been so long since we went out somewhere just to relax and spend time together...

We spent the whole Saturday shopping for office wear and as my lawyer wants me to only wear black and white...its was really hard to find clothes...but we managed to find them anyway after dropping by at almost 5 places in Melaka....

Its kinda hard to get used to the idea that I will be doing my attachment in Melaka when the others are at their hometown...anyway...I chose to do it here...so no regrets!!

Besides...Deeps is around the corner and im definitely gonna do last minute shopping....hope i get a leave at the first place...

Well...coming back to the house issue....we cleaned the whole house today....from the porch to the kitchen and also mopped it with a medicated floor cleaner to kill the ticks...viky found 4 ticks while cleaning inside our room...how nice is that? all the while he was complaining not because of his imagination but it was really crawling on him...and u call urself not self centred... hahahaha... nice joke...tell me a better one next time k... ya...and the thing about open talk.... viky has many times notified about this dissatisfaction to the tenant of this house...and im sure the news reached u OBVIOUSLY.. anyhow...if i had a talk with u regarding this matter I am very sure it will be me teaching a 21 year old how to do basic housekeeping. Which I dont wish to do... Howcome things which are so obvious to us and also everyone who comes to this house is invisible to your eyes? strange... and about the classy act thing...dont dare me!! I can do even worse things if i wished...but I wont... coz I am not a tenant in this house and I know my limits... u can counter argue about my rabbits... listen darling....viky brings them back home whenever he goes back and if not i keep them in my appartment... most importantly!! we dont leave their shits to be cleaned by the tenants here....

ok...leave this matter for now as I have more things to worry about....

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Disturbing...

Have u ever felt waking up suddenly in the middle of your sleep feeling extremely uncomfortable? I am going through that for the past few days.... its exam week and people are having their worse time ever trying to get some rest and study in the mean while... But here we are...living in an environment which has ticks or fleas crawling all over our house...

How will you feel if your boyfriend complains that he cant sleep although he is tired because he can feel like ticks running all over his body?

Will you be happy if you cant let out your rabbits to play in the hall because you have already taken out around 5 ticks from their body just after letting them play?

I am not a happy person anymore.... and for the record, I am not TIRED OF LIVING like this but actually I'm feeling unlucky to be in the same house you live or lived...and I'm sure your pets feel the same to.

Just for the first time in your life...please think about how others feel...we didn't do any bad things to you...we feed your pets when there is no single person who even cares to see whether they are dead or alive in this house...we are seeing all the happenings around here...you don't.

Do u think we deserve this? Despite the neighbours complaining about the environment...we have only helped you out...i don't even talk to the neighbour because of all these..why should all these happen at the first place?

Please consider others and how they feel....pets are meant to be with their master or guardian and not left in some strangers place who don't even care about them.... I pity them...THEY DON'T DESERVE THIS...IF U NOTICED, SHE DON'T EAT PROPERLY...U KNOW WHY? BECAUSE THERE ARE TICKS SUCKING HER BLOOD DAY AND NIGHT... put yourself in her place.....I don't care if u tweet about me or even send filthy post ( protected) about what kinda jerk I am....THIS IS THE TRUTH!! and i am brave enough to say it out today because its disturbing our peace in life...

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE SO FAR... :(

Forcing myself...

This time its very hard....distractions and also boringness to the max... everytime i wanna study... my mind is diverted to something else....I cant really concerntrate...hmm....problem identified but solution is to just shut up and study...hahaha...rihanna's style..

Anyway....my friends are all having the same problem this sem too....i see very emotional posts and also dramatic status in FB...just chill guys...only empty vessels make the most noise... the rest will quietly plan and execute at the right time...so don't simply make noise k... Coz you don't have any idea of what will happen next.. and the quite ones may surprise you. hehe...ok..enough of blabbering..

and the Moon cake festival was also very impressive as i enjoyed seeing alot of them walking on the street with their lanterns....and my dear boyfie came back home after the party organized by his boss as he has finished the training...i bet he enjoyed the bbq and whisky... leaving me at home with my notes and some money to order Mcd for dinner...

Ok...I want to continue my IT...oh ya...Good Luck for next week guys!!

Castle at Bukit Beruang...

People really make their dream come true...nice:)

Living Environment

I can talk about the title for days but I don't wish to do that YET…

Anyway….life has been very challenging lately with exams and pressure from all aspects not only studies…I am trying to cope up….Viky is also loosing his temper easily nowadays due to work overload and also some stuff which I don't wish to mention YET…

Well….exam is in 2 days but I feel more stressed about my training…cant find a good reason why YET…

I know its irritating to see so many YETs… well i cant help it though…

Anyway….good luck for finals all MMU makkez… and hope we will do well in the exam…NO PAIN NO GAIN…:)

 

-RaThEkRiShNa-

Its getting harder…

Its been more than 24hours since Chinu gave birth and she is not getting better at all…her attitude and also health is getting worse…we just let her in the big cage with Chini…but both did not show any sign that we expected..she is not even eating properly….

I cant see them behaving like this…

They use to be happy rabbits…

I miss my rabbits which use to be playful…

please recover soon….

Dear Chinu

Today is the most unforgettable day in my life…. The day started off with a shock…i woke up around 2pm and as usual, came to the rabbit’s cage just to check on them…i got a shock when i saw allot of hair inside Chinu’s mouth….it was Chini’s hair that she pulled out and kept in her mouth…..

It reminded me of an article that i read about rabbits long time ago which said that rabbits are not capable of vomiting..thus they should be away from hair balls or anything that can cause them to choke..

So it really scared me to see so much of hair in her mouth…..

After cleaning her mouth…we tried putting both in the cage again…she started to pull Chini’s hair again…funny thing is that she didn't scratch or injure Chini…so we separated them into 2 different cages and left for lunch with a confused mind not knowing what is the cause of Chinu behaving so weirdly today…

When we came back from lunch…viky got a shock to see chinu’s cage and he asked me to get a towel…i really didn't know what was going on at that point…when i came back to her cage with a towel…i found 4 little baby rabbits…dead….

None of them were moving…and we certainly don't know what was the cause of their death…cant blame Chinu either…because baby rabbits are suppose to be placed in a warm towel or anything warm..just after delivery…what we saw was 4 dead baby rabbits which was cold…

We didn't know she was pregnant…we didn't know she was acting weird because she was in pain….and we didn't know that she is about to deliver 4 babies…

I'm sorry Chinu…

Need to change…

I realised one thing after so long that is good to have changes in life…for many reasons…so that we appreciate something….so that we don't feel bored of the same old thing…and for many good reason….

You cant blame a friend for changing in their looks or attitude… we should always encourage changes…for a good cause…

I have changed allot too…maybe for my close friends…they may feel that its a drastic change…but for me…i feel that i have become a better person…

I strongly feel that falling in love has changed me allot too… yes.. i do not deny that i use to be very lazy those days…but now… i have become more hardworking...keeping up with my laundry and also house cores.. anyway….

I totally disagree with the concept that once you fall in love… u wont excel in studies…im not trying to say that im a deans list student…but yet im doing what im suppose to do…I still know the purpose for me being here at the first place and also my parent’s hope to see me as a lawyer one day….

 

So lets encourage changes….for it may bring more colour into your life…

 

-RaThEkRisHnA-

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The presentation i feard the most...

I was always having nightmares about company presentation and today its finally over. It was not as bad as i thought. Anyhow, today is Dinesh's Bday.....my fren has turned 21 today and he is the most happiest person in the world.....

well....if there is a bday...there is surely a suprise...hehe:D he will know wht it is tonite....

Anyhow, things are becoming more serious around us nowadays, and i just hope that we can handle it without any problem...its always good when there is a win win situation rite....

ok...got to go prepare for Dinesh's Bday...

-RaThEkRiSHnA-

2nd Aniversary:)

Yes today is officially 2 years since we fell in love....the day viky proposed to me in front of southern fried chicken around 4 am in the morning this very day....every moment of it is still fresh in my memories....i will never forget the feelings of being in love with a guy whom I know long enough before coupling up...

This year....our celebration is very very simple...we are going to the temple in the evening and I'm cooking his favourite tom yam soup....that's all...oh ya...i bought him a red t-shirt....

Hmm...it feels so good to celebrate the day you shared your feelings with your life partner...I'm sure everyone feels the same...Im glad that whatever obstacles came in between our relationship, we managed to overcome them easily because we trust each other and we trust in love....

I love u vikneshan....and as a tribute to our 2 years anniversary...these are some memories from those days:D

Malaysian Red Crescent...an unforgettable experience and i still admire him because he was a good leader...

In tesco...he playfully gave me some sayur to imitate a person proposing...

During foundation....like to kacau him alot...:P

One week after proposal...in DR Forest, Jasin.

hmm...:D

The appreciation dinner for Mr.President...hehe:)

-Love makes life beautiful-

31st AUGUST...

Its certainly not a good day for me....I'm back in Melaka after a fucked up journey... My bus left 2 seconds before i reached the platform just because a mangkuk ayun lady issued me the ticket with the wrong time...its 1pm and not 1.30pm idiot...i was very angry and my dad was pissed as well...its not our fault...those ticket counter people were responsible...well after a fight they put me in a stupid bus which is not even going to melaka but actually to JB....

What can be worse than this?? The destiny is not even Melaka!! The bus driver dropped me at the highway which is right at the entrance of melaka tol...can u imagine....it was right in front the board which says AYER KEROH MELAKA....my foot... I had no choice...and i started walking from there because viky was coming to fetch me at the tol...luckily an elderly Malay man with his wife in a kancil stop at the side and gave me a ride until the toll...GOD BLESS THEM...seriously... There were so many cars passing by...who knows there might be even indians who saw me and just drove off...but this Malay couples stopped....it really touched me...no words to describe the amount of gratitude and happiness i felt at that moment...the uncle's name is PAK HAJI... will never forget him in my life...

Anyway....this Independence day has really showed me that no matter what race or religion you are... we are still the same inside and we should give hand to anyone who needs help without hesitation...

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA ...

Taking things for granted...

I am feeling very bad lately..I am skipping classes...Its not because I'm too lazy to go but i am too tired to wake up...need to change my lifestyle...anyway...i am very disturbed by the company law assignment...it just doesn't sound good. The lecturer is a perfectionist and its always difficult to satisfy such kind of person..

Yesterday was movie night just after company law class...The movie was nice...i would say it was logic and we all loved the last song (meenakumari)...hehe:D

Well time is very short as I'm going back for Merdeka and i have to finish the stupid assignment before i leave...and my mood is just not good because I'm disturbed by the assignment...

Anyway...have fun guys...tc..

-RaThEkRiShNa-