Just sharing my thoughts...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, November 9, 2009 at 7:05 AM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, October 29, 2009 at 8:03 AM
I have never fell in love with anyone before this but now I do...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, October 25, 2009 at 9:35 AM
I miss my family alot....went back for deeps and came back the next day....NO FUN....
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 5:23 AM
Exams are over, and as usual we have done whatever we usual do after exams...and this time I really enjoyed Gunung Ledang with my friends and boyfie...although my body aches like hell now... the fun we had was massive and I still can feel the fresh water hitting on my back.. damn it has been so long since we went out somewhere just to relax and spend time together...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, October 6, 2009 at 11:22 PM
Have u ever felt waking up suddenly in the middle of your sleep feeling extremely uncomfortable? I am going through that for the past few days.... its exam week and people are having their worse time ever trying to get some rest and study in the mean while... But here we are...living in an environment which has ticks or fleas crawling all over our house...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, October 3, 2009 at 1:16 PM
This time its very hard....distractions and also boringness to the max... everytime i wanna study... my mind is diverted to something else....I cant really concerntrate...hmm....problem identified but solution is to just shut up and study...hahaha...rihanna's style..
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, September 28, 2009 at 6:20 AM
I can talk about the title for days but I don't wish to do that YET…
Anyway….life has been very challenging lately with exams and pressure from all aspects not only studies…I am trying to cope up….Viky is also loosing his temper easily nowadays due to work overload and also some stuff which I don't wish to mention YET…
Well….exam is in 2 days but I feel more stressed about my training…cant find a good reason why YET…
I know its irritating to see so many YETs… well i cant help it though…
Anyway….good luck for finals all MMU makkez… and hope we will do well in the exam…NO PAIN NO GAIN…:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, September 26, 2009 at 11:31 AM
Its been more than 24hours since Chinu gave birth and she is not getting better at all…her attitude and also health is getting worse…we just let her in the big cage with Chini…but both did not show any sign that we expected..she is not even eating properly….
I cant see them behaving like this…
They use to be happy rabbits…
I miss my rabbits which use to be playful…
please recover soon….
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, September 25, 2009 at 12:29 PM
Today is the most unforgettable day in my life…. The day started off with a shock…i woke up around 2pm and as usual, came to the rabbit’s cage just to check on them…i got a shock when i saw allot of hair inside Chinu’s mouth….it was Chini’s hair that she pulled out and kept in her mouth…..
It reminded me of an article that i read about rabbits long time ago which said that rabbits are not capable of vomiting..thus they should be away from hair balls or anything that can cause them to choke..
So it really scared me to see so much of hair in her mouth…..
After cleaning her mouth…we tried putting both in the cage again…she started to pull Chini’s hair again…funny thing is that she didn't scratch or injure Chini…so we separated them into 2 different cages and left for lunch with a confused mind not knowing what is the cause of Chinu behaving so weirdly today…
When we came back from lunch…viky got a shock to see chinu’s cage and he asked me to get a towel…i really didn't know what was going on at that point…when i came back to her cage with a towel…i found 4 little baby rabbits…dead….
None of them were moving…and we certainly don't know what was the cause of their death…cant blame Chinu either…because baby rabbits are suppose to be placed in a warm towel or anything warm..just after delivery…what we saw was 4 dead baby rabbits which was cold…
We didn't know she was pregnant…we didn't know she was acting weird because she was in pain….and we didn't know that she is about to deliver 4 babies…
I'm sorry Chinu…
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, September 24, 2009 at 9:06 AM
I realised one thing after so long that is good to have changes in life…for many reasons…so that we appreciate something….so that we don't feel bored of the same old thing…and for many good reason….
You cant blame a friend for changing in their looks or attitude… we should always encourage changes…for a good cause…
I have changed allot too…maybe for my close friends…they may feel that its a drastic change…but for me…i feel that i have become a better person…
I strongly feel that falling in love has changed me allot too… yes.. i do not deny that i use to be very lazy those days…but now… i have become more hardworking...keeping up with my laundry and also house cores.. anyway….
I totally disagree with the concept that once you fall in love… u wont excel in studies…im not trying to say that im a deans list student…but yet im doing what im suppose to do…I still know the purpose for me being here at the first place and also my parent’s hope to see me as a lawyer one day….
So lets encourage changes….for it may bring more colour into your life…
-RaThEkRisHnA-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 3:24 PM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 10:14 PM
I was always having nightmares about company presentation and today its finally over. It was not as bad as i thought. Anyhow, today is Dinesh's Bday.....my fren has turned 21 today and he is the most happiest person in the world.....
well....if there is a bday...there is surely a suprise...hehe:D he will know wht it is tonite....
Anyhow, things are becoming more serious around us nowadays, and i just hope that we can handle it without any problem...its always good when there is a win win situation rite....
ok...got to go prepare for Dinesh's Bday...
-RaThEkRiSHnA-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Wednesday, September 2, 2009 at 9:42 AM
Malaysian Red Crescent...an unforgettable experience and i still admire him because he was a good leader...
In tesco...he playfully gave me some sayur to imitate a person proposing...
During foundation....like to kacau him alot...:P
One week after proposal...in DR Forest, Jasin.
hmm...:D
The appreciation dinner for Mr.President...hehe:)
-Love makes life beautiful-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, August 31, 2009 at 4:03 AM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, August 25, 2009 at 2:18 AM
I am feeling very bad lately..I am skipping classes...Its not because I'm too lazy to go but i am too tired to wake up...need to change my lifestyle...anyway...i am very disturbed by the company law assignment...it just doesn't sound good. The lecturer is a perfectionist and its always difficult to satisfy such kind of person..
Yesterday was movie night just after company law class...The movie was nice...i would say it was logic and we all loved the last song (meenakumari)...hehe:D
Well time is very short as I'm going back for Merdeka and i have to finish the stupid assignment before i leave...and my mood is just not good because I'm disturbed by the assignment...
Anyway...have fun guys...tc..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, August 16, 2009 at 12:10 PM
I m finally back in melaka after a long journey from Penang....took a bus right after equity exam on Friday and came back on Sunday itself....
Tired....exausted.......my body is aching like hell....but im still fresh....uploading pictures in fb and chatting with my friends...sharing my birthday experience with them....
My 21st birthday celebration part 2 in penang is over yesterday...which was a Saturday.....and there was SO many people who I don't really know attended to wish me....anyhow...i really enjoyed the party because of my cousins....they really made my day special....
I have to say that i was surprised with allot of things which happened on that day...firstly was the decoration which i didn't expect to be so nice....and secondly was the cake which was in my favourite colour pink with a pelican vodka in the middle of the cake which is also pink....and thirdly was the off party fun among my cousins...
was a great celebration....loved it...n now I'm going to bed hoping that i will wake up for class 2moro....
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Wednesday, August 12, 2009 at 7:31 AM
its white and green with shining stones and mirror kind of glasses on it....it was love at 1st side.. thanks to my mom for buying it for me...although she found it very simple...but i like it...
Hope my midterm goes on fine...i have started studying but there is lot more to go...and i just finished compiling my IT assignment....one more day left for me to pack my things and at the same time study for midterm...one good thing that mr.tay did in his lifetime is postponing the assignment deadline...
So that's all for now folks...tc...the weather is bad...with the influenza disease everywhere...we should be more careful because it takes only 2 days to attack our lungs (if its weak)...so don't feel shy to wear the mask...because I'm going to start wearing it from now onwards after seeing the statistic increase....Good luck guys...
-RaThEkRiShNA-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, August 8, 2009 at 11:49 PM
Yes i am 21 today...which means i can vote, go to casino, and also get married without my parent's consent...hahaha...which i dun have to...
yeah my long time secret has been revealed...or the more legal term would be the corporate veil has been lifted...hahahaha...i knw...u must be thinking of the midterm...its over...so no worries... I actually wanted to say that the secret of me having a bf is now no more a secret and everyone in my family know about it and my parents are totally ok with it....they just want me to be more hardworking in my studies...
coming back to my birthday....I am very very happy....i went to temple this morning with viky... wearing my white saree....God's blessing followed by my parent's blessing is what i wanted...and the most valuable thing is the wishes of my beloved boyfie....
My prayer for this year is to keep my loved ones save and healthy because without them my life means nothing..:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 10:48 PM
Its been long since i wrote something in blog...well now its time for me to make up for it...since its my midterm break after 3 back to back exams..the last one was a surprise though.. lets not talk about the exams...its over for now...
I wanna share something with you guys about my personal life now...i know by reading this some might feel interested but sorry ye..not that easy...hahaha....my birthday is coming up and i have no idea how it will be...most probably it will be like..yeah its my birthday, so what? hahaha...it happens all the time bebeh.... Anyway...the real celebration is in Penang on 15th August...which is the next day after ethics and 1 day after that is public law paper...superb timing rite..what to do...the invitations are already given out to my relations...so i have to study early la tu...anyway...about the previous shit that i might celebrate my birthday together with my aunty's daughter's occasion is canceled...it was not me...but my mom who canceled it...which left my aunt unsatisfied...hahahaha....screw it...
By the way it was not her daughter's birthday or what....but actually a small gathering for her graduation as she is the first doctor in my family for now...yeah...can you imagine that...my family is filled with teachers and engineers....so that's why la...anyway...im free from that shit la..happy..:)
Tomorrow I'm leaving to Klang...to do shopping for my birthday...i might buy a saree..depends la... if i find a really nice one then i might go for it...and the sad part is that im coming back only next Saturday...which means that i wont see my boyfie for 1 week....its hard...but i think i can manage la...since now both of us have changed to digi post paid and call & sms between me n him is free... its a good plan actually u now...im his sub line..so he pays rm50 and i pay rm 3o per month... extra calls...pay extra la..hehe...lets see how the plan works...since its been just 3 days i changed to post paid...
OK guys..don't wanna bore u anymore...have a nice holiday and come back fresh for more headaches like assignments and midterms...and don't forget to get the M&A from any company for Tay's class k....tc...hugs...:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, July 20, 2009 at 12:34 AM
Yes i just came back from Penang...spent some time with my cousins...long time d since we spent time talking and sharing our problems and experiences..we use to do it very often those days..school days...now..everyone is busy..me with my studies...they are busy with their married life and kids.. ohh ya...forgot...we have a new member in the family...its a baby gurl...my bro's daughter..
Last Saturday was her naming ceremony..and her sweet name is SUJEETHRA..
VERY CUTE GAL...
but i dare not carry her coz she was soo tiny...anyway...that was the occasion and now im back to Melaka...back to whatever i left half way before going..hehe:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, July 12, 2009 at 1:55 AM
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, July 10, 2009 at 9:54 AM
To have my own law firm one day n make my parents proud:)
A lovely backyard...
and finally, a baby just like this one..to have n to hold...hehe:)
Life is full of things to love...dont be afraid to dream...coz the dream will make us work hard to achieve it...without dream...there is no satisfaction in the achievement...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, July 9, 2009 at 10:36 AM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Wednesday, July 8, 2009 at 6:46 AM
I have very few things to talk about when someone in my family like Karthi asks about the subjects I'm talking this sem..yeah..Im going back to Penang next week which means i will be missing the law seminar..hmm..so sad i cant meet Justice Gopal Sri Ram..hehe..i heard he is a vegetarian...anyway...back to something related to the title of my post...
I can bravely say that I understand Equity, Law n IT, and also Land Law to a certain extent..but Company....hmm...how can I put this...I feel like the subject is very new to us...so we need to go a bit slow and given better examples to make us understand...rather than using examples of sitting in the toilet but not shitting...breast feeding and also comments about girls wearing low neck blouse in their application photos...anyway...I have nothing against the lecturer...he is fine... but i think I have to really study hard for his paper coz I see many good students repeating his subject...
Public International law...hmmm...confused...lost and as usual...skipping the slides extremely... anyway...he is still a good lecturer...hehe:P
I love Mondays and Tuesdays...coz no tutorials...and the rest 2 days is like a marathon to conti lab and CLC... anyway...that is how it is...cant change it..so learning to live with it...
I guess that all I can say about this sem...looking forward to the trip to Penang...its been quite long since I went back to my grandma's place...hehe:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, July 4, 2009 at 6:57 PM
If you guys saw a wet puppy in the early morning shivering at your doorstep, what will you do? The puppy has a collar on his neck and looks very cute...i went through the said incident this morning...but it was not sitting in front of our house....it was sitting at the house on the left who were suspected to have poisoned Roxy once...
We heard the dogs barking and we quickly rushed to the front door and found this puppy in the neighbour's doorstep...the neighbours just came out, saw the pup and went inside back.. The poor thing was shivering in cold because it was raining heavily and took the shelter of this people who couldn't even be bothered about it...
Even the neighbour in the opposite who breeds golden retrievers had the heart to come and see the puppy...he guessed it must be one of the neighbours dog and called them..meanwhile I'm over here standing with a towel and trying to persuade the pup to come to me...he was barking at everyone who comes near...must be because he is scared and lost..its normal...
Thank god the boy from the third house came and carried the pup...it was very happy to see the owner...hmm...
But i was very upset with the neighbour who doesn't have a heart at all...how can u just turn your back on a small little thing which is shivering in cold...:(
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, July 2, 2009 at 5:36 AM
Today...I attempted to fry cempedak by myself for the first time...and here is the result...:P
hehe...this is how it started...we went to Wednesday Pasar Malam yesterday and viky really wanted to makan cempedak..so he bought the fruit back home...but unfortunately he wont be at home to mix the flour coz he is working...so i said ok i will do it...but I have never ever tried doing it before this coz viky is the expert in cempedak goreng...since i have no choice...I decided I will do it myself..then after class I came back n googled for the recipe...n finally found a simple and perfect one...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, June 30, 2009 at 10:41 AM
One more month to go for my bday..well...lets not talk about that now..
I'm glad that time is running pretty fast lately..i know allot of them hate to hear that, but hey...its better than time running damn slow u know...hmm...anyway...do i have anything to tell the world today? of course I do..
A MMU Lecturer from Cyber was accused for receiving bribe from his student...the issue was in the star today...the best part is that its clearly stated that he works in MMU...hahahha...malu sial...
imagine tomorrow when we go finding for job...the employer will ask...wow..3 pointer..berapa u bayar??
Anyway...the lecturer is denying that he did it..n the case is being further investigated.. However, I will be very happy if justice is upheld...which most of the time is not...sorry to say..
Talking about this guy, i recalled something that I knew through my friend long ago that actually there are many lecturers who do this kind of things...especially sexual harassment...
This is a true story ladies and gentleman,
A Malay girl who was in her final year went to meet her FYP Supervisor one day in his office. He told her that there is no way that she can pass her FYP and he is very sure that she is going to fail...the girl broke down in tears and begged him not to do that because it will cause her another year in MMU and eventually effect her CGPA badly... Guess what the lecturer said?? He asked her to sleep with him if she wants to pass...she left the room and complained to the faculty that the lecturer said so and so...
Finally the lecturer managed to make the faculty believe that she was lying about the conversation and she was just making up a story because she knows that she is going to fail.
I am telling this today because I want all the girls out there to remember that never go to the faculty straight when there is such an issue...go to SRC first.. before that, to proove the matter, try to have similar conversation and record it in your phone...then see what happens...
hehe....I know it may sound crazy, but its just my opinion about this issue...n I'm telling this because it is really happening nowadays and nobody listens to you without any proof.
That's all for today:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, June 26, 2009 at 7:39 AM
My 21st birthday which is in 1 month time is becoming something that I hate to even hear about now...My mom and I get into a fight whenever we talk about it...I don't want to celebrate it like all my other cousins do...Its like a huge celebration thingy that I am totally uncomfortable with... I agreed to have a small celebration in my grandma's house a week ago..n now my aunt wants to celebrate her daughters' birthday in KL and she wants my birthday to be done together...how is that?
SHIT SHIT SHIT....I DON'T LIKE IT DAMN IT!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!
I am sick of the idea...again I got into an argument with my mom regarding my birthday and I am totally feeling like shit right now...why cant people just do their stuff alone without interfering others in it..worse than that is my aunt buying me the saree which i am going to wear on the occasion...how is that?? My aunt's taste...sorry to say...SUCKS!! I pulak jadi mangsa kejadian...
Finally I decided not to even have a celebration but what to do, people wouldn't listen....
I don't know why...I am having this strong feeling that my 21st Birthday is going to be a disaster this year...:(
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, June 19, 2009 at 2:49 AM
Its scary because of the sound effects which gives you a shock every 2 minutes in the movie...
The old lady is disgusting...i almost piuked in a few scenes because of the old lady...yakkkksss.. Anyway...I'm still glad that I could spend some time with viky even in his tight schedule of work.. Hmm..next week...tutorials will be starting...so I guess its time to do our home works...
-RaThEkiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, June 12, 2009 at 8:48 AM
It was a short holiday...am I sad...no....
I missed him badly this time...mainly because he was all alone in Malacca and going to work everyday...which means no sleeping until late afternoon..
Waking up at 9am...ironing his shirt and working until 7pm...what a pity...
Now I'm back...hehe...which means he has more headache..hmm...no la..not really..
Anyway...the new time table is not very pleasant...as usual...
I passed all my papers...thank God..
Hmmm...Hope the 1st semester of Delta brings allot of changes...in a good way of course..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, May 31, 2009 at 11:02 AM
Ok..im gonna leave to Klang...not thrilled..i m already missing viky, chinu n chini...
-Praying to God that they will be fine until i come back-
-Goodbye Bear hill...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, May 28, 2009 at 2:16 AM
Its been long since I posted anything about chinu and chini...one undeniable fact is that they have grown..bigger..n naughthier..seriously...they bite and drag stuff like bottles..my dress..almost everything smaller then them...most importantly..they like to manja allot d..:P
Lazy rabbits...they like to vandalise their water bottle..ish..
Back in my home..my mom sent Bobby's latest picture through MMS..hehe:)
Miss my baby allot after seeing this picture..hmm..I also bought him a baju in the pet shop..hope it fits him..:)Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, May 24, 2009 at 9:07 AM
-I wonder....how can such creatures come inside the house although we try to keep the plc clean...
-PISSED-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, May 17, 2009 at 11:32 AM
Study week...
The highlights:
1. The flying insects are attacking exam hall every nite
2. Our rabbits are growing very fast
3. The kitchen is being visited by a rat every nite
4. The pens are running out of ink
5. I am writing allot of notes but haven't started memorising anything yet
6. Yoes chicken curry tastes horrible
7. There is a new Arabian food stall in exam hall
8. Its raining nowadays
9. and...time is running very fast
Why I stopped at 9? because its my birthdate..hehe..:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Wednesday, May 13, 2009 at 7:09 AM
:( My mission to shut the lappy down until the exams are over is obviously a great failure... the sad part is that it didn't even last for 24 hours...damn...
Anyway...I had no choice..because Viky's FYP presentation is tomorrow and I have to help him with the slides and all...besides...i have to admit that the saying..all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy is true...
So...just chill...and study whenever there is time...tata...:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, May 12, 2009 at 3:58 AM
To those who are wondering what happen to my colourful template..I did something to the coding of the previous template and caused everything to look out of shape and I don't know how to change it..so temporarily...this will be my template...
Anyway...I guess Viky is right..I am not seriously studying because of my lappy..surfing the net.. watching video clips...ok...let me put a full stop to all of this...
I am officially shutting off my lappy until my exams are over...
How if I want to check my mails or mmls?? hehe...kan ade pc viky...ape la...
OK then...good luck..n study smart...:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, May 11, 2009 at 7:28 AM
Hmmm...its been long since I posted anything in Blogspot...its not because I have nothing to say..its because I have too many things to say but dont know how to put it into words..hehe:)
I just came back from a 3 days holiday from Klang which was awesome because we celebrated Mother's Day in a simple but nice way..
I got my mom a blue blouse which she wore to the dinner and 3 of us went for SEAFOOD...hmm
i can still taste the chili crab and Ikan bakar..hehe..anyway..tht was dad's treat...
Well it made my journey back home a little hard as I will miss my parents and bobby allot because we had great fun the past few days..anyway..first things comes first...which is STUDIES..
My God...I have a lot to catch up...as I was not studying at all when I went back..as usual...
Must start TODAY...kalau tak..confirm mati digantung sampai mati under sec302 of the PC..
hehe..I was just trying to remember the sections..well I will be doing it frequently for the next 2 weeks....anyway...GOOD LUCK to everyone....
Hope all of us will do well...
-RaThEkRiShNA-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, May 7, 2009 at 2:53 AM
I failed my criminal midterm...I knew it the next second i stepped out from the exam hall that I'm gonna fail...it was confirmed by none other than me...coz I answered the second question wrongly...which is clear when she gave me only half marks for that since i have a point five behind the round figure.
I m definitely disappointed..but hey...who doesn't fail?? can u name me anyone? so I will just take this as a lesson and try my level best to pass my finals with at least a C+...
I just don't wanna make myself feel like shit right before going back to Klang...2moro viky will be bringing chinu n chini to ipoh..by bus..hehe..I just hope they will reach safely since this is the first time my kutties are travelling...
I love them with all my heart and I just don't want to take any risk...anyhow..now they are officially viky's pet because he has informed his mom that he bought them...so when Mr.Viky packs his bags...they will be in it together...which means I cant see them until both of us officially get married...
Although we are relations..I have never been to his house and now that we are more than just relations..I wish not to even pass by Ipoh on the to Penang..hehe..
Hmm..anyway...my parents always say that every bad thing happens for a good cause in future.. with that, I shall study for my finals without thinking about my midterm marks..:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, May 1, 2009 at 10:49 AM
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, April 28, 2009 at 11:59 AM
Its 3 am and I have my tort presentation in another 6 hours, an assignment to submit before 4 pm, a presentation to prepare for next Tuesday, 30 pages of FYP Documentation to be done before Thursday, and 2 assignment question to be emailed on 30th morning to a off campus student...to those who don't understand what I'm talking about, here is the clarification...I do assignments for people who are studying off campus and charge them accordingly..hehe.. my part time thingy..don't tell anyone..
Well...all that has been stated above is the part and partial of life...I am not complaining because life has thought me to learn things the hard way and I am not going to sit n worry about it...
Finals is in 3 weeks time and I have 6 subjects to revise...
Hmmm...
Its ok...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, April 24, 2009 at 11:21 AM
This Sunday...is the day of release...
2 more days to go and I will be free from all the pressure that I am facing as the props leader of theater class..
Seriously...i have even planned what to do after the Dramatari...
Sincerely...I don't feel happy working in the drama crew...and I am just doing this for the sake of marks...there is no peace...joy or anything even close to it...
But one good thing out of all this shit is that I actually had a good time chatting with my props team..I made some good friendship by the way...many of my classmates whom I have not even spoken before have become close to me...and also some friends from other course..I really feel comfortable working with them because they appreciate whatever I do...
hmm...however...i still feel happy like all others that its going to end soon..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, April 17, 2009 at 4:37 AM
I am recovering from yesterday's pressure and anger...as I am clearing the workload one by one...it feels good...
I am not thinking about the past d..trying to focus on the future and stuffs to settle...i guess the clouds are clearing now...and finally realised that the sick person who bothered me is just a passing cloud..
I spent the whole day typing out stuff for my presentations next week and finally finished them.. now I only have to study tort and settle the props by monday...wow..im starting to feel better...hopefully nobody comes in between and bother me again...
Tomorrow is dad's birthday...I'm going back to Klang and will back on Sunday to settle the props..I miss home allot these past few days..Glad that I can see my parents...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, April 16, 2009 at 9:19 AM
My assignment which was screwed by my group mate who didn't pass up on time caused all of us to loose marks. We don't know how much....great!! I am very very happy[antonym]...
Then during the photo session time...someone just pissed me off..
I am working my ass off preparing the props at home...calling my assistants to bring things and getting things done as soon as i can...but this single bitch can simply talk as though i don't do anything...that's not how you speak with me slut...if u think you are perfect...and trying to be the so called leader although you just volunteered to that position because nobody else wants it...
THATS NOT GOING TO WORK WITH ME...
I can be really good and nice if you behave the way normal humans behave...but if you go off the limit by ordering like you are the director...then you should by now know what is the outcome.. you have no bloody discretion over me and that's final...
I am doing a fair job on my part...I know...some good people in the team knows..and God knows...
So i don't need to prove that i am working to any other third grated bitch who is very famous for only bad mouthing about people but don't realise the shit behind her own back...
FUCK OFF...
I have never been so angry on anyone so far in MMU...and i apologise to those who are reading this post for my bad words...but you see...some things need to be said in the way it should be..
Anyway...besides the head ache and all...i still feel happy because I have a shoulder to lean on whenever I am sad, tired or frustrated...and my dad whom I always share my problems with..
I am really thankful to God for giving me viky to lean on and my dad to share my problems with..2 most important people in my life..love them allot...:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 8:52 AM
Nothing can be worse than submitting contract assignment late...well shit happens...and it has happened today....my group mate for the assignment who was suppose to compile and pass up the assignment was missing in action the whole day...I finished my credit calling him but he didn't pick up the call until now..The submission is today before 12pm...and he went missing the whole day...not picking up my calls or replying my messages...he didn't even answer the other's calls and sms...
I am dead...my marks cannot be deducted because of this...OMG...i have never betrayed anyone in education matters like this....why me??
2moro is public holidays...which means we will be 2 days late from the submission date....
Its definitely a BAD DAY!!
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, April 12, 2009 at 11:13 AM
I have an exam in another 15 hours...6 chapters to cover...5 more to go...and I'm still dreaming....
I feel very awkward because i have been studying quite early for the past midterms this semester but I don't think I'm following it for this exam...
Things are just tak betul the whole day as i made allot of silly mistakes...carelessness..and also didn't follow my daily routine as usual....I cooked but didn't clean...I made coffee but didn't put sugar.. I'm writing notes but not concentrating...damn its just tak betul...
I think my mind is not in the right place right now...so i ended up listening to my all time favourite Santana's music...I just love cry baby cry by Sean Paul & Santana...it makes me feel good whenever I hear the song...
Anyway...i guess i have to get back to my notes now...hmm..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Tuesday, April 7, 2009 at 1:48 AM
I don't know how people have the heart to poison dogs or any other animal for that matter... I have never seen such cruel people in my life who are willing to take away the life of animals that do not harm anyone and are very loyal..
Anyway...i believe in karma...so lets just see how it works on those who does this kind of thing...
That's all for now..i got to go make blood for the play...hahaha..sounds funny....I'm terrified with the load of work I'm given for being the head of props...its making me feel miserable.. :(
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, April 2, 2009 at 9:35 PM
Being a girl from the Hindu religion...I always had a soft corner for Hindustani Muslim songs sung for Allah (maula). It really makes you feel the existence of God in the vibration of the song.. It even makes me cry at times...the latest discovery of a hindustani Muslim song is from the hindi movie khakee..the song title is mere maula...if you can understand hindi...i bet you will cry...
My second most favourite song is from Khailash Kher's album, Tu meri jaan hai...the greatest love song ever i would say...it also has the elements of Islamic religion...
I guess even my close friends, even viky doesn't know that I have such interest...well... I don't blame anyone..as we all have our own taste...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, March 29, 2009 at 11:27 AM
No supp...means no happiness...no peace of mind and most importantly...no last minute studying...which i have been doing ever since i started studying by myself...I am a last minuter from primary..to secondary and until this very day...but now...I don't think I can do that already..
I don't wish to extent my years and go through more hell like this..but touch wood...taking 6 subjects this semester is really scary..
1st April is certainly not a good date for me this year...I'm sure about that..morning contract 2 and afternoon Islamic law is not what i wish to do on the same day....
Now i regret withdrawing the subject early...but what to do..i have to face the music...
Anyway...i just hope everything will be fine...
:)
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, March 28, 2009 at 10:21 AM
I am really not feeling good about things happening nowadays...Chinu is not feeling well...the teamwork for my assignment sucks..and I have 2 exams in one fucking day which i am not prepared for..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, March 27, 2009 at 5:30 AM
I'm back...earlier than i should actually...To study kononya...but spending my time doing nothing actually...i slap myself at times to remind the amount of work i have to do....
The worst part is sitting and watching my beloved vikneshan doing his never ending work...web designing...He is lacking of sleep, food and happiness...Just to find money for our future and to upgrade the business.
If u guys have time...just go visit the websites he has done so far...hehe..this is purely academic.. ooops..stole it from someone we all know..
Well...here is the links...
www.ozwellnesscentre.com
www.ozonewellnesscentre.com
www.minda2u.com
www.iklanlist.com
www.kalaitradings.com
To tell the truth..its not easy being the girlfriend of someone who is working and also studying at the same time..This is because he has more commitments then me..but we love each other for what we are and at the same time mingle with friends whenever we are free...life goes on no matter what..
I know i am blabbering allot....i should stop here..
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, March 22, 2009 at 6:55 AM
Although I have been to Seremban before, this trip was memorable for all of us who went there. It was Kuna's 21st Birthday Celebration in Rasah Kemayan Country Club. The first thing we all said after seeing the club was WOW!!! That is because we didn't aspect the hall to be so huge. Anyway, it was a nice club with a swimming pool in the middle and a beautiful golf course at the back. It was totally a new experience because I have attended very less birthday parties and I would say that this was one of the best.
Kuna's family...i must say that they were damn cool, sporting and humble people. The food was great and what more than a unforgettable open floor dance by all of us together with the birthday boy.
We had great fun and most importantly his birthday gift was so nice on his hand.
The journey back from Seremban..we poured allot of petrol and we had allot left over. Almost half tank was full with petrol and we didn't want to waste it. So we all drove to klebang and lepak in a so called cafe beside the seaside.
I will never forget his birthday for 3 main reasons. One is for his gift, two is for his lovely family and three is for the unexpected dance floor experience. Loved it :)
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Wednesday, March 18, 2009 at 9:00 AM
I woke up this morning thinking that its going to be the same old day occupied with classes, makan and sleep...but something great happened today...viky bought me something which i always wanted in my life...
And here is Chini the sweetheart with her carrot...
It all happened without any planning today but one thing can assure them is a good home and good friends to play with...Happiness forever...
-RaThEkRiShNa-
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Monday, March 16, 2009 at 6:11 AM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Thursday, March 12, 2009 at 4:04 AM
We did a good job in planning prasana's birthday even though it was last minute..our actual plan was to celebrate in class after Islamic lecture but we suddenly found out that she has to go back 2day itself..anyway...our plan B was simply and superb..
She was in exam hall last night...we went there 5 minutes before 12am..blind folded her n drove the car straight to the Dataran MBMB beside Jusco... the cake was prepared my viky n dinesh who were waiting there for us...
We managed to get things done on time and it was a perfect birthday celebration....hmmmm.. the cake from secret recipe was great...and we had a good time playing Pepsi cola and another game which has no name..hehe...
Mission accomplished..
Now...STUDY CRIMINAL!!!
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Sunday, March 8, 2009 at 12:33 AM
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Saturday, March 7, 2009 at 7:49 AM
He was known as baapu...the father...the guide..the ultimate hero...and most importantly...
A UK Law graduate...
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi Friday, March 6, 2009 at 9:24 AM
This week is full of rushing, finding for clean formal shirt to wear, and most importantly... walking in the f-u-c-k-i-n-g covered shoes...
But besides all the hu ha...I realised something unique..I have actually learned to live with it...i finally got a taste of how it will be in reality...Those in the moot would understand wht im saying very well...
Anyway...its over..im glad...:)
Posted by SiVaShAnGaRi at 9:03 AM
Not bad...